☘️ juni-personal ☘️
☘️ juni-personal ☘️
CaramelJuni
A butterfly net around the echoes and wisps of my consciousness as it swirls, ponders, rages, and floats around.
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tw: discussions of eating disorders, depression, starvation and hospitalisation i've... been in a bad place lately. for a little while now, actually.. it's been an overall fairly shitty first half of my 2026, opening with a series of...
(image courtesy of OlgaNovikovaArtist) tonight, a girl, streaming tears she no longer cares to hide remembers the distant shape of a boy she use to know. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ a shape that used to close its weary eyes each night, eyelids seared red...
(image courtesy of eliapelle) "how do you stay connected while practicing digital minimalism, and how did you/do you plan make the switch to more intentional digital interactions?" wow, what a juicy question, past me! i'm so glad you...
(image courtesy of avogado) i know that change is the easiest way out, deep down, too. i just feel absolutely powerless at the behest of my mind, especially right now, and wish that i was strong enough to enact such change. but when...
(image courtesy of unknown artist) it came to me tonight, a small parallel to the absurdity of ED recovery. embarking on a seemingly endless highway, in a car whose petrol tank has a gaping hole bored in the bottom. such that you must...
welcome welcome, dear internet netizens ~ ! gather 'round, gather 'round! there's plenty of room around the small pixel fire (conjured from the depths of gifcities) to warm our metaphorical hands while we wait. seasons be a-changin',...
(image courtesy of @tp-h) a will to live is a heck of a powerful thing. it can drive us, carry us through the most inhospitable and desperate of circumstances. course through our veins in place of oxygen. fuel our pulsing, raging,...
(image courtesy of an unknown artist) since when does such a quietly beautiful autumn afternoon bring with it so much existential anxiety and dread? surrounded by family, loved ones, laughing, chatting, trading anecdotes and sharing...
(image courtesy of unknown artist) when life becomes something that you feel that you're constantly running behind on, "putting off": are you really living for yourself, or at all, anymore? i, once again, have been faced with the...
(image courtesy of unknown artist on weibo) i'm not sure how to make this one nice. how to make it palatable. how to wrap it up in a neat, put-together bow that bounces ever-so-slightly as it's tied off in a flourish. i've reached depths...
(image courtesy of titsay) gosh, what else do i have apart from the spiralling recesses of the depths of my own mind, and these scattered words on a page? i've felt a growing sense of otherness, as i've returned to my "real life". it's...
(image courtesy of unknown artist) "so, what now?" the question of how i feel about my "final day", one that has found its way to almost everyone's lips, and tumbles from it like water from a cliff. and one i simply do not have an answer...
(image courtesy of sky blue) i am from cherry blossom soap, from cheerios and sweet sip-ahh straws. i am from the flurry and frenzy of stacked kitchen benches. i am from the golden orange leaves, the grandmother ghost gum, whose long...
(image courtesy of fruitx2777) there is a quiet beauty in the moments of light that can trickle through what can be, for some, an overwhelming and seemingly bottomless darkness. i want to share a small interaction that i had with another...
(image courtesy of an unknown artist) i don't believe there exists a world without light but the eyes of the mind can be blinded by it. the sun's golden ochre, shimmers at the long corridor's end. yet deep down, i know that no life...