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Jake Gyllenhaal 演的《Demolition》在我的电影清单上躺了很久。今天终于看了。一直对这部电影很好奇，是因为主人公身上表现出的情感解离，和我自己身上的某种麻木似乎有点像。 电影里，Davis 是在妻子突然离世之后，才诚实地意识到自己的麻木。现实中，我意识到自己的麻木是在 2018 年 5 月。那天，婆婆去世了。...
ask any artist what their source of inspiration is, and they'll tell you. what's mine, though? being alone. in silence. with my thoughts. yes, really. i strive to be bored and have a quiet moment to process things. in a tech-dominated...
I don't know how long this feeling within me will last. It's the vaguely familiar feeling I generally had daily — just all over lost but lately it's being mixed with this weird mind/body funk I haven't really named yet. Nor will I...
It's been a difficult month for me. I've realized that my response has largely been to push through to the other side at all costs instead of taking the time to process and manage my emotions, and I've become a bit of a maniac as a...
Video games & behavioral addictionThe first truly addictive game I ever played was the original Diablo, way back in 1996. I had always liked games, but when you played Diablo you would actually lose time. I mean, really lose it. You'd...
Having some anonymity on my blog has been comforting. Whether it’s online or in person, I don’t want people in all of my business. If being in my 20s has taught me anything, it’s that I should be careful of what I share publicly. Which...
Every day I hear about something so odd happening in the world. Not only are there bad things happening constantly such as wars but the ridiculousness of humans. My partner enjoys scrolling socials and out of the blue they will tell me a...
I want to talk about something that's been on my mind for a while: search has quietly gotten worse over the past several years, and I think it's worth being honest about why, and what it's actually costing us. Anyone who's pasted a...
A mindmap flowchart, letting the days go by, into the blue again. You may find, ask and tell yourself…
I made a youtube playlist! I've skimmed the videos a bit and they seem pretty helpful. I'd like to use my free time to bootcamp myself into doodling figures in a way I'm happy with. Not a fan of studying anatomy. There's no doubt in my...
Is anyone reading this? I made another blog recently to put one of my domains to use and try out Pagecord. I decorated it all in rainbow and Comic Sans but it feels like some sorta facade almost. I call it my "sillyblog" and the original...
my trusty old s20 fe suddenly decided it didn't want to register any touch input out of the blue. so now i effectively can't use it and it sucks ass. i have been using it for 5 years and was going into 6 so i guess it served it's time...
I was interested to see this post: Where did my friends go? I've been having similar thoughts. For a while I thought something was wrong with me in particular. I do actually know a fair number of men through my wife's social network....
Originally a post on my federated microblog. You can follow me on the Fediverse here: @purplerabbit@goo.dgirl.gay CONTENT WARNING: Mentions of antisemitism and racism. You don't have to expose yourself to things that hurt you. Stay safe....
Dear Dad, Yesterday was your viewing. The past two weeks have been a whirlwind. Between mom getting sick, you passing, and planning your funeral... I have been so busy that I almost snort with laughter when people say, "Well at least you...