Merry Quinn
Quinn
My name is Quinn and this is one of my many digital gardens. I write to make sense of things like sleep, work, money, focus, identity, and the quiet friction between how the world is built and how my brain actually works. This blog is a place for reflection and construction: noticing what’s broken, fixing foundations, and building systems that make life feel more deliberate instead of reactive. I’m interested in clarity over chaos, awareness over autopilot, and progress that’s slow but real.
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All posts (21)
About a month ago, I was on a Discord call with someone I met on a neurodivergent Discord server. We added each other on Steam, and as they went through my library to find a game we could play together, they said something like, "WOW, you have so many niche games in your library. You have quite unique taste, eh?" I...
Long time no see, eh? Over 4 months of no new content, which means I'm 4-5 blog posts in debt, LOL. Truth be told, many things happened, but I wasn't feeling particularly good about them. Let's first address the biggest elephant in the room. Yes, the website looks different... again. This time though, I hope it will...
I used to be a puppet, and now I'm an automaton. For the longest of time, I felt like life was just happening to me. I was going with the flow. Not because I wanted to drift, but because I had no other option. I never had any hobbies because everything felt like too much effort. I know... what a cliché, but if you...
I used to be a puppet, and now I'm an automaton. For the longest of time, I felt like life was just happening to me. I was going with the flow. Not because I wanted to drift, but because I had no other option. I never had any hobbies because everything felt like too much effort. I know... what a cliché, but if you...
Music I enjoyed recently Краснодарский край by Dan Korshunov SMS by UncleFlexxx I Can't See by eternityz, EXODIA, deity Boomstick by dutch dj project In the House by dutch dj project Just Us Now by Mzade Zittern im Bein (Scheppertus Remix) (feat. Gilo a Rooky030) by Scheppertus Tears, pain and blood by IC3PEAK Reply...
I feel like a spent fuel rod from a nuclear reactor. Still technically full of energy, but unstable, overheating, and slowly running out of stamina and sanity. Ever since Atomoxetine stabilised my brain chemistry, I can just do shit now. It’s still such a surreal feeling, and I’m feeling a bit jet-lagged from it....
I feel like a spent fuel rod from a nuclear reactor. Still technically full of energy, but unstable, overheating, and slowly running out of stamina and sanity. Ever since Atomoxetine stabilised my brain chemistry, I can just do shit now. It’s still such a surreal feeling, and I’m feeling a bit jet-lagged from it....
This post is a continuation of this one where I talked about what my first psychiatric appointment was like. I highly recommend reading it first before you dive into this one because it contains a lot of context. Day 1 My first day on Atomoxetine was... definitely something. The memory of this day got permanently...
This post is a continuation of this one where I talked about what my first psychiatric appointment was like. I highly recommend reading it first before you dive into this one because it contains a lot of context. Day 1 My first day on Atomoxetine was... definitely something. The memory of this day got permanently...
As I promised in my article about sleep, today I will be talking more about my ADHD. Prologue I'll start with a little bit of backstory. The first time I started really thinking there might be something genuinely wrong with me was the day I graduated high school. I have no fucking idea how I pulled that one off, but...
As I promised in my article about sleep, today I will be talking more about my ADHD. Prologue I'll start with a little bit of backstory. The first time I started really thinking there might be something genuinely wrong with me was the day I graduated high school. I have no fucking idea how I pulled that one off, but...
New Year's resolutions are such a weird thing, aren't they? I think the majority of people who set them are doing so purely out of guilt and not an actual desire to improve or change something about themselves. Personally, I never set them before, but I mainly attribute that to the fact that I have only gained...
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